Everything Matters.

Everything Matters,
every little ounce matters.

You never know how much hurt someone could be filled with.
So much pain they can be holding so close to them it's now apart of them.
People take people forgranted, when really they know nothing of them.

Love matters,
every little ounce matters.

Everyone hurts, it may not be the exact same thing you're going through but in the end everyone hurts the same. The situations may be different but theres bound to be more than just you hurting. Handsdown. We just don't realize that someone else could be going through the exact same thing we are. We like to think we're the only ones hurting when really everyone hurts.

Love is the most powerful thing that will make you stronger. Love one another for their faults and their shame for love will fill you, and make you stronger.

Step out in faith & your confort zone for there are others hurting just the same, show love to people who you may not even know we're all just people - humans trying to figure this world out.

God is with us every second of the day, he knows our secrets, he knows our pain and hurt & he always loves us he wants us to do the same for one another.

his Love never fails, let our love never fail for one another.
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Would you find it in your heart.

It's funny how we can never find the answers to all of our questions'
as hard as you try, lies overcome the truth they take over.
Shame, hate, & hurt.

The last words you had said to me, were "someday soon i'm going to sit down and write you a letter, trying to explain what had happened".
What does that mean?

I already have my own answers for your mistakes, and now you're trying to brive me with a lie that you're takeing in as the truth. What could have possibly went wrong and happened hence what i call your "weakness".

I'm sick of not knowing anymore. I'm sick of trying to find my own answers to questions so big i can't even come to find one answer. I'm sick of you saying it's going to be alright and that you'll always love me - it's far from alright .
I know i'll always have your heart and your love, but whats that worth to me when you don't show your heart & love?

It's far from okay.
not a day goes by where i don't think about you. Not a day goes by where i don't regret thinkin ' bout you. But i'm tired. I'm tired of trying so hard to hold on to you, when really i barely have you. I'm tired of not seeing you enough. I'm tired of growing up from your little girl into a women you barely even know anymore. I'm tired of hurting, I'm tired of you hurting, I'm tired of the curiosity that crosses my mind every day wondering if you're okay. I'm just tired.

would you find it in your heart to make this go away.
what does it mean when you say "i'm going to write you a letter someday soon and try to explain what happened" when really i already know what happened. What is the truth? What are the lies?

someone.

Missing someone, or something only means that they were something special to you, it means they meant something to you, and means that they're worth something. That they are worth missing.

When i miss you, i think about that .
I know that you meant everything to me when you were here and you still do.
I miss you because you were something so special to me, i wouldn't trade you for the world. Because you mean the world to me.

Missing someone, only means they were something special to you, it means they meant something to you and means that they're worth something. That they are worth missing. Thats the kind of "missing" you want to feel.

what i feel

I hate the fact people strive for life, strive for food, strive for water, strive for hope, strive for love, strive for forgiveness, strive for strength, strive for passion, strive for blessings when we do nothing about it.

We take our blessings forgranted - once we get something we want more. Or we don't like what we have been blessed with. Theres always something more. .

There are tons of people who strive for those things, who would give up everything just to feel something ; anything. It makes me sad knowing there are people just like me and you who have nothing. They carry doubt and are hopeless. Why do us Christians take things forgranted?
Don't we understand that God has great things instore for us. He blesses us continuously and yet we take those blessings forgranted? How could we. .

People are people, we all feel the same. We hurt the same, and we strive the same.
We may do it in different ways but we all feel the exact same in the end. Seeing people just like me walking around with nothing, no shelter no money, no hope, no faith, no smile brings a feeling inside of me that i can't even come to explain. The pain it fills my heart with .

I know we can make a difference in this world for we know Christ and with him anything is possible. Why not help people who strive for life everyday. Why take things we have forgranted, when really some people have nothing we have. Why get angry at the things we want, but dont have, when some people don't even have a chance to feel that .

Nothing we get is ever good enough.
I hate it.

We are destined to lose, if we do this alone. God can help us he can mold us into the people his heart has always desired us to be. Each one of us are here for a specific reason, it only takes time to understand the reason you are here. We're all here to help people who need it. Why stand by them each day and just think of the things you could have done, but instead just do them. For after every greatness is a blessing. Don't just do it for the blessing though, do it for their own heart and the hearts you will be filling with love and joy. Do it for God for he did the same thing for you. He sacrificed things he loved for you. He sacrificed everything.

Let it all go.

Each and everyday we die a little inside. . atleast thats the reality of life right?
Because each day that passes is another day gone. It's just another day we can never have back . Just a memory.

shame holds you down,and sells you out.
From every mistake you make through days that become just memories it's shame that holds you down.

Come now just let it all go,
let it fall down, let it all flow .

It's not life that is killing you, it's the world that is killing you. Why do we all live up to the worldly things and not the Godly things that will bring you strength. The worldly things will only bring you death it will destroy you, whereas God will bring you life. We're all living up to the worlds standards and our own standards where are Gods standards in this ? We need him more than anything.

God will build us up, he will mold us into the people his heart desires us to be. Let go of the worldly things that are destroying you and hold onto God.

Come now just let it all go,
let it fall down, let it all flow .

Go to him and rest - for he will give you strength and rest when you are weak and tired.

You can . .

You can't change the world, until you change yourself.
You can't make a difference, until you be that difference.
You can't feel love until you felt his love.

You can't know right from wrong until you understand his word.
You can't show love until you feel his.
You can't understand the world until you understand him.

You can change the world if you change yourself,
You can make a difference when you decide to be the difference,
You can and will feel love once you felt his.

You can know right from wrong once you understand his word,
You can show love once you feel his,
and you can understand the world once you understand him.

For my God never leaves - whether i am on the right track or the wrong he never leaves my side, and it's his un failing love that keeps me moving. .

You have to Understand that you will never be able and have control in changing someone - Only the person you strive & hope to change can change themselves.