things.

I miss your laugh,
I miss your smile,
I miss your big brown eyes,
I miss your hugs,
why does this have to end with goodbye.
I miss your "good mornings"
I miss your "good nights"
I miss your face, your everything

you're leaving grace leaves me in pain.
you're simple smile & laughter use to keep me sane now a piece of me is gone
leaving me singing this song.

I miss your laugh,
I miss your smile
I miss your big brown eyes
it's been awhile ,
I miss your hugs,
I miss your "good mornings"
I miss your "good nights"
I miss your face, your everything.
when i was lost in the dark, you showed me the light.

every night i go to sleep, i pray to god the ambulence walks over to me and says " he's okay, he'll be okay" .
I'm holding on to the pain i felt that day.
refusing to let it go, knowing i should.
barely breathing, but knowing there is healing.

God has a plan for everything and everyone. He's that one preson who's there when all fails, when people leave you all alone, when rejection comes your way, when hurt and pain become apart of you, when doubt and fear rises over you, when you think you lost your strength, and is weak, you just have to seek that God who brought you here, who never betrays you. That God who is true. Things happen in life for many different reasons, and as us people we're always trying to figure out those reasons, without answers it's as if we can't move on? We're left in the exact same place not moving on without those answers. There comes a time when you have to soon move on, life doesn't always give you the answers you may be looking for and striving to find, but moving on will release some pain you may be holding. If your mind stays in that "scene" of your life, or time in your life your stuck with all the pain, and hurt.

Everyone is setting them selves up for heart ach and pain, we just don't realize it.
When you're so close to a person they become apart of you, there heart is your heart, when they are hurting you hurt, when they are happy you are happy. It's just who we are and letting someone in and letting them know you and knowing them brings love to eachother. Whether it's family or friends no matter what in the end you set yourself up for heart ach and pain,

reality is sooner or later they will be gone, and that person who was now apart of you is gone so it's as if a piece of you is missing. You can't dwell in that pain forever though, because it just makes it hurt more. The heart can and will heal if you let God do his work.

He is always loving and is always there, so why do we reject him and reject his love, why do we take things forgranted and take him forgranted. All he wants to do is love us and be there for us.
He wants to fill our hearts when there broken, he wants to fill us with joy and love.

so what i've learned over a few months is that no matter what you struggle with, what pain you may be faceing, what regrets you may have, or what breaks your heart, God is there to heal you.
& God has a reason for every little thing that happens.