Change.

What's the point of "change" ?
I mean if you have a good change i guess it's to make things better for you, but what about the bad changes or the change that isn't suppose to happen.

I guess change is what lets us have the ability to find ourselves. Change provides clarity. It's a simple realization of what you're looking for, and what you need.

We get use to change so easily it becomes apart of us and our worlds. Change is daily we do things differently every day but it's what makes us who we are at the end of the day.

Sometimes you've gotta give a little, and then take a little.

i miss you.

i miss you,
i miss how it use to be
i miss your hugs
i miss the kisses on my cheeks before i left for school
i miss your eyes and your smile
i miss the way things once were
the way you once were here.

i miss you,
i miss it all
i miss the person i looked up too
i miss the person who's suppose to be here when i fall

i wonder why
yet i still believe in you
you're suppose to be here when ever i fall,
or in the night if ever i call

but through the pain i hold in - I won't change my mind, i'll see you through i won't give up on you.

I just don't know.

I sit at this blank page for hours trying to come up with something, trying to come up with clarity, trying to come up with various words.

I can't seem to find them, not anymore.

Why do we as humans have the ability to feel things. .
feelings shouldn't exist.
we shouldn't have to feel things.