H & E .

Isn't it strange, the way someone else can give you strength.

I learn from you, in many different ways and reality is you don't even know it.

You sit there and i take in the moments i spend with you day after day.

hearing and listening to each word you say.

I adore you,

I believe in you,

I hope for you,

& i envy you.

For everything you've been through, and through everything you're going through, i envy you.

I envy you for everything that has ever challenged your strength, yet you pressed through and knew you're stronger.

The way you sit there so gracefully, and peacefully.

The way you stare out that window, with only the best things to say. Looking out into the world, noticing the sky, the grass and all of the trees' explaining how you think it's the most beautiful thing.

I envy you and learn from you by the way you still have hope. The way things don't always go as you wish yet with barely anything you have everything.

The way your love affects me, and changes me.

You and him teach me more than i ever need to know.

Your settle movements, your voice, your faith. Your love towards eachother impacts me. It shows me what this life is all about.

Not letting go, holding on with that little strength that takes you far amazes me.

you never go with the what ifs, and the wonders why, you never assume the worst but always holding on to faith and hope that as each day passes is a blessing.

You really have taught me more than i've ever known before.
You've made me stronger, and opened my eyes to what this life is about. You've showed me the way appriciateing things really should be.



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dear someone special X2.

throughout the days you have been there, both of you.
always smiling, and believeing in the best.
Every night I think to myself, how is it that the people who barely have anything really do have more than everything, because they are the happiest and the most loveable and precious people. They really do have everything, because if you have a love like yours and a hope and faith and belief you've got everything you've ever needed.

I learn from you, from the way you look at me to the way you say your words. To the way you shake, but yet so strong your love could never break.

It's strange how everything can change, how we grow old and that someone means more than you've felt before. It's strange how people change, how things come and go along the way. It's crazy how we never know when everything can be gone.
Sometimes never knowing exactly what to say.
Day after day, your losing yourself..

One thing i've learned from you, is this..
Give it everything, or nothing at all.
Strive for the things you desire and hope for.
Keep faith close,
and memories closer.
Love what you've got, charish them while you've got them.

Time goes by, and another heart dies a little inside.
Keep holdin'on, it's real strength and courage to love like you, and to believe like you do.
I envy you, for everything you do. Everything you've gone through, and everything you are going through. I envy you.

I envy you.
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Unknown.

In life I question things, I question alot of things. I've realized that my questions i have are finally begining to unfold. I've been carrying these questions deep within me.

I wonder where is God in a world so filled with unspeakable pain?
I find myself wondering if God is all-powerful and full of love, why doesn't he do something about the pain and evil that comes with this world.

Under all of these questions there is a truth, and I may not understand it fully but the things I have learned that deal with my questions that are stirred up inside me are that

I know and love a God of mercy and love, and in him we find hope and healing.
I've realized that he never leaves us where he finds us, unless we insist. He's always going to be there and until he finds you he will still search for you, for he loves you with his whole heart.

He never leaves us where he finds us.
God comes to find us in the midst of our sorrows, trapped by dissapointments, or betreyed by our own hopes. He comes to find us, he comes to take us in his loving arms, his heart is open.

Through the faith that's broken,
you gotta keep a heart that's open. Let him in, he will give you peace and hope, he will give you courage, he will give you strength.
Go to him for more.
Press onward to him, press forward, press deeper. Keep pressing.
He will open his arms for he loves you.

He never leaves us where he finds us.
Understand that guys. Understand it. Take it in, breathe this moment in.
Where he finds us , he wont betrey, he wont lie, he won't hurt, he won't dissapoint. He'll only love.

As much as we need him, he needs us.
He's our strength & we're his strength.

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