I've learned there was nothing i did wrong to cause it,

and i've learned there is nothing i can do to change it.

• Danielle Houston.

Just a little something . .

We all have our weaknesses, and we most deffenately all have our stories, and reasons why.
We don't need someone reminding us of all of our weaknesses , what we need is someone there showing us our strengths, and showing us how much better we are. It comes to a certian extent where we're all trying to meet other peoples standards when really we shouldn't be , what we should be doing is living in his standards. Gods standards, not one anothers.

Having weaknesses just make you stronger. Because its not until you over come that weakness when you feel a weight lifted off your shoulders, knowing you accomplished something you never thought you could. Knowing that, that one thing you use to call a "weakness" only in the end made you stronger.

There's always something good that comes from the bad. We just have to believe it, until we see it.
God has a plan in all of our lives, we're all different. That's how God created us, and there's always a different story behind our lives, that we have lived, or have still left to live. When bad things in life happen to us, there's always something good either that comes from that or comes with that. It's having the faith in believeing that when you actually notice it. Things are taken forgranted way to much .

Some kids have nothing, they have no food, no water, no family and most of all they don't have God in their lives.
Yet there's people like us who have food, who have money, who have water, who have a family and have God in their lives. Yet we come to a instand thought that we have nothing? Or that we need more?
How is that possible?
It's not.
God is the only thing you need in life to survive. He will be there if you call out to him he'll come running to you. You just have to hold on. He will bless you with things you could not even come to imagine. He'll give you hope and he'll give you faith. He will give you light through the storm your going through. He's always been here.

Kids that don't have anything strive for hope. They hold on.
and when something doesn't go right for us we only come to a point where were letting go?

People out there in the world starve, starve for food, for God, and for life.
We take things forgranted.
I can admit it, i take things forgranted, and we waste.

We say we've been there a thousand times, the hurt we feel, the pain that comes your way. It is hard, but walking down a city street seeing people with nothing. Nothing at all. For me,That is the pain that hurts the most. Knowing theres other people out there in this world striving to be loved, and yet we walk by them as if theres nothing there?

How could we possibly do that?
fear from ego? fear from others around? fear of them? There people, we're all people trying to find a place in this world, trying to find ourselves.

The guy sitting on the sidewalk in the pooring rain, feeling nothing but the pain. He never thought that he would be that guy sitting there. Thinking about where his life has gone. So he started praying for a second chance. Now he knows you only get one shot, you only get one chance, to find out the one thing that you don't want to miss.
One life to love.
God.

Giving someone a hand, when they need help wont hurt.
seeing someone in pain, sititng in the pooring rain.
That will hurt.

I'm running.

Run
Run so fast,
Run
Don't look into the past.

Run as if noones behind you,
Run
Run like sometihing out there's true.

Run to him, jump in his loving arms.
If you had to take a hundred steps to reach him, all you would have to do is take one step and he'd take 99 more steps to get to you.
If you run for him, he'll be there with open arms and a heart filled with joy and forgiveness.

Lay down everything,
let it go.

Surrender to him for he will never reject you, nor betray you.
he wants you to be the person he desires you to be,

the question is - do you want to be that person?

strive for forgiveness,
strive to be better than who you've been .
Strive for change,
and strive to be that change.

Someone told me:
"You're different from others around , you're different.
I know noone's the same but you my child are different.
someday you're going to change the lives of others."

May not know how or when yet , but that's apart of this life you're apart of.
trying to find yourself, and find who you are destined to be and do.

It all lays out perfect in the hands of God.

Unlimited posibilities.

The majority of us have been trying desperately to prove our worth. We try to prove our worth to our parents, teachers, friends and lovers. we become so absorbed in meeting their standards that we eventually miss out finding our own potential.

To focus our lives in proving ourselves to others is not only a loosing battle but a waste of time.

The downside of proving your worth to others is that different people have different standards of what being worthy means. Being obsessed to prove your worth to another person is to give that person control in your life.
How many persons are you trying to prove your worth?

To discover and realize Gods plans for our lives is to open ourselves to unlimited possibilities that we have not even come to imagine; Let the seed of greatness that God planted in us grow.

The road of greatness is the path to discover our God given gifts. We need to stop trying to meet other peoples standards and start living in his.

In everyone of us lies a great potential.
You do not need to prove it.
It is There.
What you need to do is live it.

unlimited possibilities awaits.

Certainty.

I've come to a realization that it is pathetic how a fathers daughter is always incredibly nervous before she gets to see him.
How the certainty of protection from her father isn't so much certain anymore?
How seeing him regularily isn't certian either?
How changing him isn't certian

but loving him is certian, that daughters father will always be loved no matter what happens, through his faults and flaws she still loves him .

a daughters love for her father is un explainable - even though you may not have a father daughter relationship that anyother girl has you still learn to go on with life with what you do have.

stop focusing on the things you do not have and start thanking God for what he has Blessed you with.
in life Some things are fortunate.
The relationship you may not have with your father is temperary for the relationship with your father above is everlasting.

The love and affection your earthly father may not show will cause pain - inwhich will hurt.
but Your heavenly father will show love through your flaws and he will show affection. He will dim the hurt and pain, he will open your mind & heart .

All the nervousness you felt before will fade.
Because our Heavnly father will mold you into that stronger person you are striving to be.


The certainty of protection from your heavnly father is certian.
He will always be by your side never forget that.

Falling Out Of Line, With You By My Side The Entire Time.

Every now and then i fall out of line,
but what conforts me and keeps me on my feet is knowing you'll always be by my side.
Mold me into that person your hearts desire wants me to be.

you know It's not alright to feel like you're falling into nothing,
you can learn to fly, just call his name, just call his name.

where do we go, call out his name
lift up our hands completely ashamed, give it all up
dropping our pride, rip us apart, change us on the inside.

why be affraid of this beautiful life, it's a gift to us.
a beautiful gift inwhich we take forgranted.
we don't give enough.

we don't give enough to him.
Who stood before the cross took in all that pain.
Jesus saved us - he heals the bruised and crushed.

we don't give enough praise to the one who is always loving us.
who is always forgiving us.

I don't understand how Jesus never betrays us but yet we always seem to betray him?
we betray him and his word, and then we crawl back looking for forgiveness. Praying that we'll recieve forgiveness.
Jesus always forgives us for our sins if we commit to it and ask for forgiveness.
Now there's a differenece between betraying him and his word once but then to do it once again . . and soon becomes a pattern inwhich keeps repeating it's self. If you betray him once learn from that betrayal - learn that Jesus loves you and he will give you his forgiveness but it comes to an extent where you have to learn to follow him and his word.

Call out to him if you feel alone, if you think you can do this alone think again.
Because truefully you can't do this alone. You need him there ; he is your strength when you are weak, he's that treasure you want to seek.

in the tough moments Jesus is your jewel, to give up - well that would just make you a fool . .

where do we go, call out his name
lift up our hands, completely ashamed give it all up
dropping our pride, rip us apart, change us on the inside. .

things.

I miss your laugh,
I miss your smile,
I miss your big brown eyes,
I miss your hugs,
why does this have to end with goodbye.
I miss your "good mornings"
I miss your "good nights"
I miss your face, your everything

you're leaving grace leaves me in pain.
you're simple smile & laughter use to keep me sane now a piece of me is gone
leaving me singing this song.

I miss your laugh,
I miss your smile
I miss your big brown eyes
it's been awhile ,
I miss your hugs,
I miss your "good mornings"
I miss your "good nights"
I miss your face, your everything.
when i was lost in the dark, you showed me the light.

every night i go to sleep, i pray to god the ambulence walks over to me and says " he's okay, he'll be okay" .
I'm holding on to the pain i felt that day.
refusing to let it go, knowing i should.
barely breathing, but knowing there is healing.

God has a plan for everything and everyone. He's that one preson who's there when all fails, when people leave you all alone, when rejection comes your way, when hurt and pain become apart of you, when doubt and fear rises over you, when you think you lost your strength, and is weak, you just have to seek that God who brought you here, who never betrays you. That God who is true. Things happen in life for many different reasons, and as us people we're always trying to figure out those reasons, without answers it's as if we can't move on? We're left in the exact same place not moving on without those answers. There comes a time when you have to soon move on, life doesn't always give you the answers you may be looking for and striving to find, but moving on will release some pain you may be holding. If your mind stays in that "scene" of your life, or time in your life your stuck with all the pain, and hurt.

Everyone is setting them selves up for heart ach and pain, we just don't realize it.
When you're so close to a person they become apart of you, there heart is your heart, when they are hurting you hurt, when they are happy you are happy. It's just who we are and letting someone in and letting them know you and knowing them brings love to eachother. Whether it's family or friends no matter what in the end you set yourself up for heart ach and pain,

reality is sooner or later they will be gone, and that person who was now apart of you is gone so it's as if a piece of you is missing. You can't dwell in that pain forever though, because it just makes it hurt more. The heart can and will heal if you let God do his work.

He is always loving and is always there, so why do we reject him and reject his love, why do we take things forgranted and take him forgranted. All he wants to do is love us and be there for us.
He wants to fill our hearts when there broken, he wants to fill us with joy and love.

so what i've learned over a few months is that no matter what you struggle with, what pain you may be faceing, what regrets you may have, or what breaks your heart, God is there to heal you.
& God has a reason for every little thing that happens.