Let go of what was, & hold on to what is.

It's the feeling where everything is fine today,
the feeling that everything will be okay,
It's the feeling of that sweet grace that lingers around you,
the feeling where love floats in the thin air inwhich surrounds you.

oh how the feeling is beautiful.

It's the fleeting hope that crosses your mind as you wonder what rejection, shame, lost, and hurt can do to someone.

The feeling where you see a little girl running down that sidewalk with nothing but a smile full of grace. As if nothing can touch her as she runs, so she keeps running, until she can't go any further. She sets her mind to a place where nothing can go wrong, suddently that feeling of rejection, shame, lost and hurt fades away. She now can only live up to another terrifying day..

The perfection of her love has been broken,
that safe feeling inside has been taken.
That trust is now hanging from her little weak fingers trying to get away,
brings back the rejection, shame, lost & hurt again thinking she can take this on.

she wants something inside to show her how to believe. .
but somethings holding her little body back, something stronger than what she can take,
all she wants to do is run, never stop she just wants to leave :

Lave this place, leave the pain, the rejection, the shame, the hurt, the lies, the tears she crys, the love that is broken, the regrets, all she wants to do is leave that place & just forget.

But apart of her will never let go,
& what she doesn't know won't hurt her as she thinks. .

but really Letting go of what was, and holding on to what is, is something incredible that, that little girl will soon see
once she opens those blue eyes she will finally believe. .