I find it strange how life can move on so fast, slippin'right out of our hands.
Yet every single time we try to move on somethings pulling us back. Forcing us to stay in the past.

A stronghold against us, leaving us thinkin'were usless.
Words from the world changing our minds.
We get challenged, our strength gets challenged. It's the wisdom of knowing you are stronger that will give you unblelievable strength that can go beyond far could ever take you.

I've found that Life is like the sport of bowling. It's all in the way you let your hand go, all in the stragety. It's all in the matter of how many pins are still standing. How many fall down, and letting go of that bowling ball only to find out where it takes you next. Whether it's a strike, a spare, or leaving everything standing still. Life takes you places unexpectidly, it's all in the stragety of how you get there.

I've learned that we get so caught up in yesturday, that we forget about today. We forget that today is all were garunteed. We forget that today is a new day. A new realization, a new place in time. If were not caught up in yesturday, then we're caught up in trying to figure out tomorrow. Trying to live for tomorrow and not now. Now is all we have. We need to stop focusing on yesturday and tomorrow, for today is what's going by too fast.

We all have secrets,
we stand there in the midst of everybody else trying so hard to prevent our secrets from slipping right out of our hands and into this world.

The truth is, imperfection is beauty and all of us are imperfect.
Our flaws aren't there to hold you down, and hold you back.
There here to bare through it all with strength that you gain from your flaws. From your own struggles.

You see our struggles are our own, people may have similar struggles, but we all handle things differently. We all have a different look at them.
You never know how many people could be struggling with the exact same things you do, the exact feelings, the let downs, the fear, the hope, the dreams, the addictions, and the flaws you call your own.

People strive each day, only to keep their secrets tucked away.
What people don't realize is that each struggle we go through could help another struggle someone else is going through. Each struggle has a purpose.
Our strength may be challenged but it's knowing you are stronger that is the real strength inside.

Everyone of us have feelings, and most of the time their all the same feelings. We need to open up more, for holding back won't save you from your struggles, holding back will just keep you down. But pushing forward opening up will let you rise like an eagle.

To me a good writter is..



it's not how good you write it, it's about the heart you put into it.. it's your own words the words you say are feelings , and they mean something to you. that's what a good writter is about, not trying to meet other standards but writting from your own heart. your own words, your own desires.

We all have different passions, different talents but you've gotta believe in them on order to live them out.

My grandpa use to always say, "if your not gunna get down and dirty in the job, you mid as well quit before you start," in otherwords, without putting your whole heart into something you are working on, why bother?
You've gotta have that belief.

Uncertainty of what is called life.

Life Comes In Chapters, it's like a mystery novel never knowing whats next. Uncertainty of what is going to be, or what may happen. Each chapter has an end. But don't let it stop you from looking forward to what is next.

You've got to stop Living for yesturday, quit rushin'tomorrow and Start living for today.
Today may be all we got, all we have hope in and for.

Like leaves in the fall, things change.
Like the traffic on the highway, time moves.
Like the thunder in the midnight sky, my heart beats.

Underall, uncertainty is the life we lead.

H & E .

Isn't it strange, the way someone else can give you strength.

I learn from you, in many different ways and reality is you don't even know it.

You sit there and i take in the moments i spend with you day after day.

hearing and listening to each word you say.

I adore you,

I believe in you,

I hope for you,

& i envy you.

For everything you've been through, and through everything you're going through, i envy you.

I envy you for everything that has ever challenged your strength, yet you pressed through and knew you're stronger.

The way you sit there so gracefully, and peacefully.

The way you stare out that window, with only the best things to say. Looking out into the world, noticing the sky, the grass and all of the trees' explaining how you think it's the most beautiful thing.

I envy you and learn from you by the way you still have hope. The way things don't always go as you wish yet with barely anything you have everything.

The way your love affects me, and changes me.

You and him teach me more than i ever need to know.

Your settle movements, your voice, your faith. Your love towards eachother impacts me. It shows me what this life is all about.

Not letting go, holding on with that little strength that takes you far amazes me.

you never go with the what ifs, and the wonders why, you never assume the worst but always holding on to faith and hope that as each day passes is a blessing.

You really have taught me more than i've ever known before.
You've made me stronger, and opened my eyes to what this life is about. You've showed me the way appriciateing things really should be.



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dear someone special X2.

throughout the days you have been there, both of you.
always smiling, and believeing in the best.
Every night I think to myself, how is it that the people who barely have anything really do have more than everything, because they are the happiest and the most loveable and precious people. They really do have everything, because if you have a love like yours and a hope and faith and belief you've got everything you've ever needed.

I learn from you, from the way you look at me to the way you say your words. To the way you shake, but yet so strong your love could never break.

It's strange how everything can change, how we grow old and that someone means more than you've felt before. It's strange how people change, how things come and go along the way. It's crazy how we never know when everything can be gone.
Sometimes never knowing exactly what to say.
Day after day, your losing yourself..

One thing i've learned from you, is this..
Give it everything, or nothing at all.
Strive for the things you desire and hope for.
Keep faith close,
and memories closer.
Love what you've got, charish them while you've got them.

Time goes by, and another heart dies a little inside.
Keep holdin'on, it's real strength and courage to love like you, and to believe like you do.
I envy you, for everything you do. Everything you've gone through, and everything you are going through. I envy you.

I envy you.
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Unknown.

In life I question things, I question alot of things. I've realized that my questions i have are finally begining to unfold. I've been carrying these questions deep within me.

I wonder where is God in a world so filled with unspeakable pain?
I find myself wondering if God is all-powerful and full of love, why doesn't he do something about the pain and evil that comes with this world.

Under all of these questions there is a truth, and I may not understand it fully but the things I have learned that deal with my questions that are stirred up inside me are that

I know and love a God of mercy and love, and in him we find hope and healing.
I've realized that he never leaves us where he finds us, unless we insist. He's always going to be there and until he finds you he will still search for you, for he loves you with his whole heart.

He never leaves us where he finds us.
God comes to find us in the midst of our sorrows, trapped by dissapointments, or betreyed by our own hopes. He comes to find us, he comes to take us in his loving arms, his heart is open.

Through the faith that's broken,
you gotta keep a heart that's open. Let him in, he will give you peace and hope, he will give you courage, he will give you strength.
Go to him for more.
Press onward to him, press forward, press deeper. Keep pressing.
He will open his arms for he loves you.

He never leaves us where he finds us.
Understand that guys. Understand it. Take it in, breathe this moment in.
Where he finds us , he wont betrey, he wont lie, he won't hurt, he won't dissapoint. He'll only love.

As much as we need him, he needs us.
He's our strength & we're his strength.

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