beauty.

Where does the true beauty lie?
Within the heart, not the eye
The eye deceives and the eye is blind
It is the soul where answers you will find
Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace
The beauty within, not upon a face
But what is beauty? It is falsly termed
Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned
Carry the true beauty within your heart
Never from your lips let anger depart
Within people you trust, always confide
And always search for the beauty, that lies inside.

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
Beauty is in all things.
Beauty is in the sky.
Beauty is in the water ever so blue.
Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow.
Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow.
Beauty is all things big and little.
Beauty is in all things,Black and white.
Beauty is in all things, you and me.
Beauty is all around us...
can't you see?

Running.

suitcase packed with all your things
heart aching,
don't want to watch you go,
hands begin shakeing,
please there's only one thing you should know. .

i'll need time to get you off of my mind,
trying to be intouch with you,
but from time to time,
you fade away.

i lose the things i wish to say.
but until i get used to loseing you,
let me tell you one thing,

i'll get by,
but no matter how i try
chances are my tears will fall,
from time to time
i wish your voice would call out to me.

but they say oh there will be a brighter day,
but all i need to do, is lean on you
till i can make it on my own .

it's hard to breathe without you here,
it's hard to stand without any fear. .
for i stand there in hope to see you
when some things are meant to be broken,
i wish none of this was true.

suitcase packed with all your things,
heart aching dont want to watch you go,
hands begin shakeing
but theres one thing you should know. .

i just want you to know who ive become,
heart open ,
lips closing ,
as you walk away, leaving this reality behind
wishing you would stay.

but if i could change your mind,
would you need me.
because i need you right now'
i try to move on, but this world keeps spinning
as my heart stops beeting
wishing you would come back ..

you left all of your reasons,
as each day goes by,
changes durring each seasons.

suitcase packed with all your things,
wishing that door bell would ring,
don't want you to go,

everyonce in a while,
i can take in a breathe and hold in my tears,
but still my heart begins raceing at a faster pace,

having so many words to say,
only left us here today,
watching you run away.

you run away from the bad things that come in by,
like a storm that rushes in from the dark grey sky.
but running won't help,
running won't heal a broken heart.
running will only tare us apart.

but all else fails you run,
you run so fast ,
every memory we once shared will no longer last.

but suitcase packed with all your things,
the door bell rings,
i don't want you to go,
but there's only one thing you should know. .


i'll be the one to grow time after time,
after all we have been through,
i realized i didn't really know,
it's a good thing that you had to go.

it hurts,
but im going to smile because i deserve to.
and even though your not right beside me,
it will all get better after time & time,
to bad you didn't open your eyes to see,

the things you did wrong,
that lasted so long. .

O c e a n .

Walking; Talking; Chatting; Clicking;
Crashing against the gray stone rocks

-So fierce intense each step by step.
The ocean in the flicker of an eye.
Leading from high down to the beach,
So narrow steep naive and dark,

And yet so pure like the fine sands,
which our feet, together, have still to touch.
Hold closer, closer, capture it all -
Seashell treasures keep memories;
Waves of the night lost in the sea.
Deep true endless romances of the waters,
are cherished lovingly on shore.
Graceful perfection, sea breeze air Silent kisses, stars keep smiles.
Beneath the play shelter,
Hidden from all, nerves swim,
But wait...

the innocence of the moments.
Back to your corner we go,
So gentle intense like the deep mystery.
Hold close, closer, remember all,
Keep your mind clear and heart open'
cause each drop that fills that ocean is a tear I've cried reaching out for you...

World.

as im driving down a busy road,
seeing vehicles that pass on by,
as some turn right & some go left.

isn't it strange thinking how big the world really is,
but when you think about it,
there's so many different worlds here.
you think when one car turns right & the next goes left how many worlds are there really.

this world is so selfish that we don't appriciate the good things anymore,
we take advantage of every single thing that comes our way,
we often lose the little things we fear to say.

what if there was no such thing as makeing mistakes,
would the world be the same or would it be boring.

as you ride a plane and look out the window seeing nothing but the white clouds slowly moving in the thin air,
wondering if you are as high as you can get, or if theres something yet above you, still trying to be discovered. .
wondering if theres something better than where you're about to land.

the world is full of kaosity,
it's a busy place
but yet this world is so beautiful but yet undiscovered by many souls.

half the world lives,
half the world makes,
half the world gives,
while the other half takes,

half the world hates,
half the world runs away,
half the worlds always late,
the other half praises each day.

half the worls lies,
half the world burns,
half the world cries,
and half the world turns.

this world is so big, yet we are so blinde to find the beauty with in it.
were to caught up in ego, and regrets that we won't open up our eyes and just forget.

what kind of world is this,
a world of my own,
a world of expression,
a world never leaving you alone.

looking out that plane window,
seeing clouds floating gently beneath where you fly,
wondering what's above,
or if you can get even more high.

clouds floating by,
realizing the beauty that lies right before those crystal blue eyes,
who would have thought it could be such a beautiful sight,
seeing what was once dark turn into light.

the speed you are flying in,
only takes away a few breaths, wondering what is left.

feeling the turbulance beneath where you sit,
the hope you hold,
& wonders that cross your mind.

how many worlds are there in this one.
because deep inside there are more than just this big old world,
theres a million that surround us ,

look deep inside that beautiful place,
& you will find nothing but grace. .

my big brother, my hero. <3

Brother your light closes over me just like an eyelid.

you and i are in it for the long haul,
and will catch eachother when one falls. .
you are my big brother, and i will always be here for you,
just like i know you'll always be here for me.
We stick together,
Two siblings tied forever
With a rope that refuses to break.

my brother, Who is always there when I need a shoulder to cry on
My brother Who is the one I can go to when Im in any bind
My brother
My brother never judges me
He is always there with a hug
Though we fight, He always has a reason for his anger
And when its not me, He always says Sorry
He is the best brother I could ask for
And Im proud to call him mine.

brother your light closes over me just like an eyelid,
brother your smile lights up and is always there to shine.

Brother can you remember
When we were both still small
The fun we had, the talks we shared
Looking back - we had it all
'
Brother can I play with you
and wear your favorite shirt
Will you let me throw the football once
I swear I won't get hurt
Brother will you help me solve
this problem I have got
There's this boy I know who I really like a lot
Brother will you show me how to try and drive a car
Will you let me drive your brand new truck
I swear I won't go far...

you're always here through it all,
you never seem to let me fall.
you hold me tight ,
you are my shining light.

I’m gonna grow up
And be just like you’
Cause you’re my hero,
My hero, Big Brother.
We were together
No matter what
Even though our lives
Weren’t the best for us.

You are my shield
My knight in shining armor.
You are my Superman to save the day.
We stuck together,
Two siblings tied forever
With a rope that refused to break.

I’m gonna grow up
And be just like you’
Cause you’re my hero,
My hero, Big Brother

<3

the place called h o m e.

sitting here ,
wondering if any-body noticed,
this instant feeling that your drifting out of focus.
trying to fix it, but you're hopeless.

crying,
only to feel apart of you gradually dieing.
what went wrong, what's takeing so long.
reaching so far,
for strength to keep you trying.

say your goodbyes,
to the people in your life that don't care,
say goodbyes to the pain,
and all the darkness that shows in the night.
there will always be a better day,
there will always be that shining light.

look far inside and you will find,
as long as you keep holding on,
you'll carry on.

there's a fire that is burning, burning for all the desire you hold
suddently you see there's a love out there,
there's hope out there, find it , hold it, and believe in it.

when you're feeling lost and all alone,
there's a place you should run to,
a place called your home.

the only place you feel yourself, the only place that truely understands you & who you are,
the place you've grown up in,
it will always make you who you are today. .

remember when the times were rough,
remember when everything felt so tough,
but most of all remember when it was filled with joy,
remember your heart and who you are, this town makes us who we are today.

thinking theres nothing but an empty page,
leaving all of that space,
breathing in captured by that sweet grace. .
moments breaking,
lights dimming nothing feels the same.

but when you're feeling lost and all alone,
there's a place you should run to,
the place called home. . .

voices.

All i think about is how you weren't ever here,
not here to wipe the tears that fell like rain
every year over & over again,

do you even miss me,
do you care at all,

everyday i wake up and think of you,
think of the times we have missed, hopeing to catch up at the end of the day.
you were everything , all the good inside of me,
but that was oh so long ago

you were gone before i knew it ,
never knew what was wrong from right,
if only you would have held on tight .
before i new it , you were gone just like the wind that never stayed to long.

i glance back & remember you were everything to me,
everything i thought i knew,
but in the end wasn't even true.

you told me not to forgive you but told me to understand you,
but it's hard to understand someone who doesn't even understand thereself, or even me. .

the hope & promises of you comeing around,
the forgiveness i gave you, but you took advantage of it,
it's hard to believe everything we have been through,
but yet there's not a single word left to say,
it hurts, and leaves me here it's all ashame.

i have learned that believeing in you is always hard,
but i will never let go,
and even a new day will come on by , and hopefully never fade away. .

i have leanred that through the toughest storms i have strength to make it through,
but what i hope is that you do the same,
when bad things come your way, have hope to renue what you say,
have hope and appriciate what you have and all of the good things that drift your way.

I want you to be a man of your word,
and i want you to be here for me,
i wish none of this was true and everything i ever heard.

but sometimes life get's in the way,
and you follow what other voices say.

just know that through it all ,
i'll always love you & won't ever fall.