voices.

All i think about is how you weren't ever here,
not here to wipe the tears that fell like rain
every year over & over again,

do you even miss me,
do you care at all,

everyday i wake up and think of you,
think of the times we have missed, hopeing to catch up at the end of the day.
you were everything , all the good inside of me,
but that was oh so long ago

you were gone before i knew it ,
never knew what was wrong from right,
if only you would have held on tight .
before i new it , you were gone just like the wind that never stayed to long.

i glance back & remember you were everything to me,
everything i thought i knew,
but in the end wasn't even true.

you told me not to forgive you but told me to understand you,
but it's hard to understand someone who doesn't even understand thereself, or even me. .

the hope & promises of you comeing around,
the forgiveness i gave you, but you took advantage of it,
it's hard to believe everything we have been through,
but yet there's not a single word left to say,
it hurts, and leaves me here it's all ashame.

i have learned that believeing in you is always hard,
but i will never let go,
and even a new day will come on by , and hopefully never fade away. .

i have leanred that through the toughest storms i have strength to make it through,
but what i hope is that you do the same,
when bad things come your way, have hope to renue what you say,
have hope and appriciate what you have and all of the good things that drift your way.

I want you to be a man of your word,
and i want you to be here for me,
i wish none of this was true and everything i ever heard.

but sometimes life get's in the way,
and you follow what other voices say.

just know that through it all ,
i'll always love you & won't ever fall.