just because nothing ever really lasts. .

what we had, is now fadeing away .
what we had, didn't need much words to say.

what we had, wasnt hard to explain,
what we had never carried pain.

as i wrote that , i realized it was what we " u s e " to have , but it's what we dont have anymore.. as it suddenly fades away . .



it suddenly feels like it's been years & years.
im over here drowning in all these tears,

where were you when everything was falling apart,
you swore to me we would never again be apart.

but you were insecure and lost behind the pride, and ego.
that all you ever did was lie.

why couldn't you wake up and open your eyes , and give thanks
to the one who actually tries.

it seems as the days grow longer, and the days pass by,
you never show, or even make a sigh.

you're never here anymore, but then again you never try,
days are s l o w l y passing by.
which kind of hurts me deep inside.

where are you in the times i need you,
why can't this feeling im holding onto ever go away,
why is this takeing control and so true.

life can feel so great at times, and others can feel so bad, you just have to face it and go on being strong to let go. .
let go of the things that ever hurt you, let go of all the ego you hold inside, and most of all let go of the past and the things you may regret.

because nothing ever really lasts. .