y o u will never know. .

you don't know how hard it is for me,
to go on living eachday,
knowing that you're to blind to see.
and lost inside with no words to say.

somedays i'll say "p l e a s e turn back time".
But others i often think why re live the life that has already passed by ?
why hurt even more for all the times you had to lie.
why wake up each morning and see your smile, your fake smile that was placed on that face of yours just to keep you from falling apart? Why cause all that pain again that you're slowly trying to let go. .

you run away with no words to say,
all you did was keep running and layed low.
your face it never showed,
never showed again.

im left there standing in a crowd,
looking around for that person i thought you were..
but yet you were not found,
what had happened i wasnt so sure,
and in my head i hear this fatal sound,
the words you said last to me was nothing but a slur,

you pick up that glass of wine, you begin to drink as if it's your last, you want to just put this all behind, but somthing keeps you from forgetting your past, somthing deep inside.

but yet we all hesitate to surrender all of our insecurities. .