Out Of Reach.

Because you did mean them in that moment, and even if you woke up today and you didn't mean them or right now thinkin about it you don't mean it , doesnt change the fact that you meant it in that exact moment.

just because we have hate isn't an excuse for some things we say. I think it comes down to a certian extent. We do have some control to decide whether or not to say certian things or not, but in that moment we sometimes mean the things we say.

you know out of all the things i want you to do, you pick the one i want the least i've asked you to appriciate me and be here for me, i've asked you to come to an understanding of how much i love you and how much i need you around, i've asked you to change the person you are and really deep down inside i know i can't do that only he can, i've asked you to love me like you're suppose to, and the one thing you choose to do is leave everytime.

Now when i think about it, i'm out of reach.
You're so close, yet so far away.
I'm reachin'out, reachin'up, & reachin'in,
but i'm still out of reach.